I’m finding it really hard to concentrate at work. I have my ipod stuck in my ears all day and I try my best to stay focused and get stuff done but I tend to daydream. I really don’t want to be stuck in this job for the rest of my life, I should be designing clothes or singing on stage…there has to be a reason I’m good at those things. But here I am, surfing the web, logging on to myspace, facebook and blogger.com. I listen to podcasts all day, anything from Jay and Jack’s Lost Podcast to Old Time Radio Thrillers. I would really like to go back to school but I want a plan. I don’t like school, I guess I don’t like being told what to do, so I’d like to just go and get through it and be done. Maybe next semester…
This past weekend was one of the best I’ve had in a while. Jay and I got stoned on Friday night and played Resident Evil 5 in Mercenary Mode (thanks to me beating it on Tuesday!). It’s our new obsession. Saturday was Ryan’s going away bbq. Jay and I showed up at Holly’s house around 10 am on Saturday and decorated the place for her, they rented a bounce house and we got to jump around in it before everyone showed up, soooo much fun! We ate hamburgers, hot dogs and tri-tip…I tried to get everyone to try hummus but not very many did :( Ryan’s friend made a video of pictures put to music, we all sat in the living room and watched it. There were lots of tears and laughter. I was really happy that I got to spend the day with my entire family and Ryan’s family. It was a nice sunny day and the wind died down by the time everyone got there.
We came back for the party later on that night. Red, white and blue was the theme and while I usually don’t go with “themes” I decided to show some support for Ryan. Seth and Corry went which was pretty awesome, I love hanging out with my siblings. We drank a bit and danced a lot. Randy played oldies like Bel Biv Divoe, Vanilla Ice and E40 (Seth and I were doing the kid n play at one point) it was a blast!
On Sunday we visited Jay’s family, sat outside and talked… I even got a little tan. Every time we visit its all about “when are you having a baby?” “when are you buying a house?” “when you guys get married…” its really cute and nice that they want me to be a part of the family. I remember the first time I met Jay’s mom, she said “welcome to the family”, later she told me she knew right away that I was the one. She’s the best.
Jay and I are going to SF at the end of the month to see Autolux!!! I’m soooo excited, I can’t wait! We’re staying for three days and we get to do some shopping while we’re there. I love
I’m starting my beautiful henna flowers at the tattoo convention during the first week of May. Im sooo excited and nervous!
