Vespertine

I have been so busy lately. I feel like a sponge, soaking up new information and trying to become a better person in the process.

I have enrolled in the second level of Tribal Fusion, something I wasn’t too sure of...a week away from class will do that to me. I’m happy that I decided to stay with it. Being back with all the girls in the studio listening to tribal drums and learning new things is so empowering. We are all different shapes and sizes and no one is judging. The time flies by and before I know it, class is over. Meeting once a week just isn’t enough! Why would i ever doubt my need to return to this class? I think i just become a hermit when given the chance. I am trying so hard to get away from that easy road. I am reaching back into myself and finding that organic, feminine place within me. I am connecting with my soul again.

I’ve started playing guitar again. Jay and I fell in love because of the guitar and now he is giving me lessons again. I find myself sitting in the living room playing for hours at a time. This time I am doing it for myself and I love it even more. We are buying drums sometime in the next few months, maybe our dream of starting a band will actually become a reality.

I make time to practice yoga every day when I get home from work. I have about an hour each day to myself and I cherish this time.

I am finding myself again, growing into someone I’ve always wanted to be. I’m trying so hard to be positive and love myself unconditionally…it’s tougher than it seems but I know it’ll get easier. Spring has begun and it has filled me with optimism.

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Jay tells me that we should start talking about marriage and buying a home for ourselves…I am so excited about the present and future!